A pessimist who hates everyone along with herself.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
“But when it came right down to it, the skin of my wrist looked so white and defensless that I couldn’t do it. It was as if what I wanted to kill wasn’t in that skin or the thin blue pulse that jumped under my thumb, but somewhere else, deeper, more secret, and a whole lot harder to get.”
I know what she’s talking about. The something deeper and more secret. It’s like cracks inside of you. Like there are these fault lines where things don’t meet up right.”
John Green, Paper Towns (via yuckfourself)
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i’ve spent the whole day reminding myself that eating is an essential thing to live, that i should eat and that i’m not doing anything wrong by eating, still deep down i can’t see how i deserve to eat or why i should even eat
now i can’t stop thinking about purging everything out.. i wish i could just go back to the days when food was just food, and nothing else.
My shorts are baggy :D
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I’m a spoiled, ignorant bitch. Thanks for making me realize that, Mom. I hope you find me.